{"id":2898,"date":"2025-12-16T01:33:37","date_gmt":"2025-12-16T01:33:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/?p=2898"},"modified":"2025-12-16T01:38:15","modified_gmt":"2025-12-16T01:38:15","slug":"the-journey-of-first-ordination-living-letting-go-and-awakening","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/the-journey-of-first-ordination-living-letting-go-and-awakening\/","title":{"rendered":"H\u00e0nh Tr\u00ecnh L\u1ea7n \u0110\u1ea7u Xu\u1ea5t Gia: S\u1ed1ng, Bu\u00f4ng X\u1ea3 v\u00e0 Th\u1ee9c T\u1ec9nh"},"content":{"rendered":"

Carol Chen \/ Th\u00e2n Di T\u1eeb Th\u1ea5u (\u89aa\u6021\u6148\u900f)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00f4i l\u00e0 Carol Chen, s\u1ed1ng t\u1ea1i th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 \u0110\u00e0i Trung. N\u0103m nay, t\u00f4i b\u01b0\u1edbc v\u00e0o \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng xu\u1ea5t gia l\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean. \u0110\u00e2y kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t s\u1ef1 ki\u1ec7n b\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u1eddng, m\u00e0 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t kh\u00fac quanh s\u00e2u s\u1eafc trong h\u00e0nh tr\u00ecnh tu t\u1eadp c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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N\u0103m tr\u01b0\u1edbc, t\u00f4i tham d\u1ef1 kh\u00f3a tu xu\u1ea5t gia v\u1edbi vai tr\u00f2 B\u1ed3 T\u00e1t H\u1ed9 Ph\u00e1p. T\u1eeb gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat \u1ea5y, m\u1ed9t d\u00f2ng \u00fd t\u01b0\u1edfng m\u1edbi b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u kh\u1ebd lay \u0111\u1ed9ng trong t\u00e2m. Trong su\u1ed1t kh\u00f3a tu, khi quan s\u00e1t \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng thanh t\u1ecbnh v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 tu h\u00e0nh nghi\u00eam ch\u1ec9nh c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c sa-di v\u00e0 sa-di-ni, t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m nh\u1eadn s\u1ef1 ng\u01b0\u1ee1ng m\u1ed9 v\u00e0 k\u00ednh tr\u1ecdng cho t\u0103ng \u0111o\u00e0n ng\u00e0y c\u00e0ng lan t\u1ecfa trong l\u00f2ng. T\u00e2m nguy\u1ec7n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tu h\u00e0nh nh\u01b0 h\u1ecd, l\u00fd t\u01b0\u1edfng tu h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ec3 l\u1ee3i l\u1ea1c tha nh\u00e2n d\u1ea7n l\u1edbn m\u1ea1nh, v\u00e0 h\u1ea1t gi\u1ed1ng xu\u1ea5t gia v\u1ed1n \u1ea9n s\u00e2u t\u1eeb l\u00e2u nay \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u00e1nh th\u1ee9c. N\u00f3 b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u n\u1ea3y m\u1ea7m, nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t l\u1eddi nh\u1eafc nh\u1edf r\u1eb1ng h\u1ea1nh nguy\u1ec7n xu\u1ea5t gia kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ec9 d\u00e0nh cho ri\u00eang t\u00f4i, m\u00e0 c\u00f2n m\u1edf ra cho t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng ai t\u00f4i c\u00f3 duy\u00ean trong \u0111\u1eddi n\u00e0y.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Khi tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 nh\u00e0, tr\u00e1i tim t\u00f4i v\u1eabn c\u00f2n rung \u0111\u1ed9ng b\u1edfi nhi\u1ec1u l\u00fd do kh\u00f3 di\u1ec5n t\u1ea3. H\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh c\u00e1c v\u1ecb sa-di v\u00e0 sa-di-ni hi\u1ec7n v\u1ec1 trong t\u00e2m tr\u00ed\u2014nh\u1eefng g\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1eb7t hi\u1ec1n h\u00f2a, nh\u1eefng tr\u00e1i tim ch\u00e2n th\u00e0nh. T\u00f4i nh\u1edb l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng c\u00e2u chuy\u1ec7n h\u1ecd \u0111\u00e3 chia s\u1ebb v\u1ec1 l\u00fd do xu\u1ea5t gia, m\u1ed7i l\u1eddi \u0111\u1ec1u nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t ng\u1ecdn \u0111\u00e8n soi s\u00e1ng. T\u00f4i c\u0169ng nh\u1edb nh\u1eefng ph\u00e1p tho\u1ea1i c\u1ee7a Th\u1ea7y, t\u1eebng gi\u1ecdt m\u01b0a ph\u00e1p th\u1ea5m s\u00e2u v\u00e0o l\u00f2ng, nu\u00f4i d\u01b0\u1ee1ng h\u1ea1t gi\u1ed1ng t\u1ec9nh th\u1ee9c. Trong kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc t\u0129nh l\u1eb7ng \u1ea5y, t\u00f4i nghe m\u1ed9t ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng vang l\u00ean t\u1eeb ch\u00ednh tr\u00e1i tim m\u00ecnh: \u201cN\u1ebfu th\u1eadt s\u1ef1 mu\u1ed1n chuy\u1ec3n h\u00f3a b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n, h\u00e3y t\u1ea1o c\u01a1 h\u1ed9i, \u0111\u1ec3 n\u0103m sau b\u01b0\u1edbc v\u00e0o con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng xu\u1ea5t gia, tinh c\u1ea7n tu t\u1eadp.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00ean c\u1ea1nh nh\u1eefng nh\u00e2n duy\u00ean chung, t\u00f4i c\u00f2n mang trong l\u00f2ng m\u1ed9t l\u00fd do ri\u00eang \u0111\u1ec3 b\u01b0\u1edbc v\u00e0o \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng xu\u1ea5t gia: t\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n tu t\u1eadp thay cho nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00e2n \u0111\u00e3 l\u1edbn tu\u1ed5i trong gia \u0111\u00ecnh. T\u00f4i tin r\u1eb1ng tinh th\u1ea7n xu\u1ea5t gia v\u1ecb tha \u2014tu kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ec9 cho ri\u00eang m\u00ecnh m\u00e0 c\u00f2n cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c\u2014s\u1ebd \u0111em l\u1ea1i cho cha m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i v\u00e0 m\u1eb9 c\u1ee7a ch\u1ed3ng t\u00f4i s\u1ee9c kh\u1ecfe, s\u1ef1 b\u00ecnh an, v\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ng\u00e0y th\u00e1ng an l\u1ea1c trong ph\u1ea7n \u0111\u1eddi c\u00f2n l\u1ea1i. Ni\u1ec1m hy v\u1ecdng \u1ea5y nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t d\u00f2ng su\u1ed1i \u00e2m th\u1ea7m ch\u1ea3y trong tim, nu\u00f4i d\u01b0\u1ee1ng ngh\u1ecb l\u1ef1c v\u00e0 gi\u00fap t\u00f4i ki\u00ean \u0111\u1ecbnh tr\u00ean con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng n\u00e0y<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u b\u01b0\u1edbc v\u00e0o \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng xu\u1ea5t gia, t\u00f4i mang theo nhi\u1ec1u lo l\u1eafng. Th\u1ebf nh\u01b0ng th\u1eadt l\u1ea1, ngay khi kh\u00f3a tu b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u, nh\u1eefng \u01b0u phi\u1ec1n \u1ea5y d\u1ea7n tan bi\u1ebfn r\u1ea5t nhanh ch\u00f3ng. T\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7t h\u1ebft ni\u1ec1m tin v\u00e0o s\u1ef1 gia h\u1ed9 c\u1ee7a Ph\u1eadt v\u00e0 B\u1ed3 T\u00e1t, v\u00e0 ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n d\u1ef1a v\u00e0o n\u0103ng l\u01b0\u1ee3ng tu t\u1eadp t\u1eadp th\u1ec3 c\u1ee7a t\u0103ng \u0111o\u00e0n, th\u00eam v\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 n\u00e2ng \u0111\u1ee1 \u00e2n c\u1ea7n c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c B\u1ed3 T\u00e1t H\u1ed9 Ph\u00e1p \u0111\u00e3 gi\u00fap t\u00f4i bu\u00f4ng b\u1ecf t\u1eebng n\u1ed7i s\u1ee3: s\u1ee3 xa nh\u00e0, s\u1ee3 s\u1ed1ng chung v\u1edbi ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1ea1, s\u1ee3 t\u1eeb b\u1ecf nh\u1eefng th\u00f3i quen h\u1eb1ng ng\u00e0y nh\u01b0 \u0111i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i, \u0103n u\u1ed1ng t\u1ef1 do hay l\u00e0m m\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec1u theo \u00fd m\u00ecnh.T\u00e2m t\u00f4i d\u1ea7n m\u1edf r\u1ed9ng, v\u00e0 n\u01a1i t\u1eebng c\u00f3 n\u1ed7i s\u1ee3, gi\u1edd \u0111\u00e2y ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n l\u1ea1i s\u1ef1 an b\u00ecnh, nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u1edbi nhi\u1ec1u ph\u1ee5 n\u1eef, m\u00e1i t\u00f3c l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n g\u1eafn b\u00f3 \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t, v\u00e0 t\u00f4i c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng ngo\u1ea1i l\u1ec7. \u0110\u00e3 c\u00f3 l\u00fac t\u00f4i lo l\u1eafng khi ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn vi\u1ec7c c\u1ea1o \u0111\u1ea7u, b\u1edfi \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh t\u00f4i t\u1eebng n\u01b0\u01a1ng t\u1ef1a. Th\u1ebf nh\u01b0ng, khi m\u00e1i t\u00f3c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c c\u1ea1o \u0111i, t\u00f4i b\u1ea5t ng\u1edd c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t s\u1ef1 nh\u1eb9 nh\u00f5m s\u00e2u xa.T\u00f4i nh\u1eadn ra m\u00ecnh v\u1eeba bu\u00f4ng b\u1ecf m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n ch\u1ea5p tr\u01b0\u1edbc, m\u1ed9t g\u00e1nh n\u1eb7ng v\u00f4 h\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 theo t\u00f4i t\u1eeb l\u00e2u. H\u00f4m qua t\u00f4i c\u00f2n m\u00e1i t\u00f3c d\u00e0i, h\u00f4m nay kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n g\u00ec\u2014nh\u01b0ng ch\u00ednh s\u1ef1 bu\u00f4ng b\u1ecf \u1ea5y l\u1ea1i m\u1edf ra t\u1ef1 do v\u00e0 s\u1ee9c m\u1ea1nh tinh th\u1ea7n, nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1nh c\u1eeda m\u1edbi d\u1eabn v\u00e0o s\u1ef1 an l\u1ea1c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trong su\u1ed1t kh\u00f3a tu, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 c\u01a1 h\u1ed9i tr\u1ea3i nghi\u1ec7m nhi\u1ec1u \u201ckho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc gi\u00e1c ng\u1ed9\u201d\u2014nh\u1eefng gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat l\u1eafng \u0111\u1ecdng in s\u00e2u trong t\u00e2m, l\u00e0m thay \u0111\u1ed5i c\u00e1ch t\u00f4i nh\u00ecn v\u1ec1 b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n v\u00e0 cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng. Nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi d\u1ea1y c\u1ee7a S\u01b0 Ph\u1ee5 nh\u01b0 m\u1edf ra m\u1ed9t c\u00e1nh c\u1eeda m\u1edbi, gi\u00fap t\u00f4i hi\u1ec3u r\u00f5 h\u01a1n Ph\u1eadt ph\u00e1p c\u1ee7a k\u1ef7 nguy\u00ean m\u1edbi, gi\u00e1o ph\u00e1p c\u1ee7a S\u01b0 Ph\u1ee5 cho t\u00f4i nh\u1eadn th\u1ee9c r\u1eb1ng t\u00e2m linh c\u1ea7n ph\u1ea3i th\u0103ng h\u00f3a ra ngo\u00e0i nh\u1eefng t\u1ee5c l\u1ec7 c\u1ee7a t\u00f4n gi\u00e1o th\u00f4ng th\u01b0\u1eddng, v\u00ec tu h\u00e0nh th\u00ec \u0111\u1ed3ng ngh\u0129a v\u1edbi s\u1ef1 kh\u00f4ng ng\u1eebng ti\u1ebfn h\u00f3a c\u1ee7a t\u00e2m th\u1ee9c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nh\u1eefng ph\u00fat thi\u1ec1n \u0111\u1ecbnh t\u0129nh l\u1eb7ng \u0111em l\u1ea1i cho t\u00f4i s\u1ef1 b\u00ecnh an n\u1ed9i t\u00e2m s\u00e2u xa, c\u00e0ng chuy\u00ean t\u00e2m v\u00e0o c\u00e1c h\u1ea1t gi\u1ed1ng quan minh, t\u00f4i d\u1ea7n qu\u00ean \u0111i nh\u1eefng phi\u1ec1n n\u00e3o \u0111eo \u0111u\u1ed5i trong \u0111\u1ea7u m\u00ecnh, nh\u1eefng l\u00fac t\u1ee5ng ch\u00fa h\u00f2a nh\u1ecbp c\u00f9ng t\u0103ng \u0111o\u00e0n mang \u0111\u1ebfn ni\u1ec1m h\u1ef7 l\u1ea1c thu\u1ea7n khi\u1ebft, m\u1ed9t c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c n\u1ed1i k\u1ebft kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 di\u1ec5n t\u1ea3 b\u1eb1ng l\u1eddi.Nh\u1eefng kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc \u1ea5y lu\u00f4n nh\u1eafc t\u00f4i nh\u1edb l\u00fd do m\u00ecnh ch\u1ecdn con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng xu\u1ea5t gia, v\u00e0 th\u00ec th\u1ea7m trong tim: \u201cT\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ecdn con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u00fang \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111i, tu h\u00e0nh kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ec9 cho m\u00ecnh m\u00e0 cho tha nh\u00e2n.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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H\u00e0nh tr\u00ecnh l\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u xu\u1ea5t gia l\u00e0 h\u00e0nh tr\u00ecnh c\u1ee7a s\u1ef1 can t\u00e2m, c\u1ee7a bu\u00f4ng x\u1ea3 v\u00e0 c\u1ee7a t\u1ec9nh th\u1ee9c. D\u00f9 c\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u th\u1eed th\u00e1ch, nh\u01b0ng m\u1ed7i b\u01b0\u1edbc \u0111i \u0111\u1ec1u th\u1ea5m \u0111\u1eabm l\u00f2ng bi\u1ebft \u01a1n\u2014bi\u1ebft \u01a1n l\u00f2ng t\u1eeb bi v\u00e0 tr\u00ed hu\u1ec7 v\u00f4 t\u1eadn c\u1ee7a S\u01b0 Ph\u1ee5, bi\u1ebft \u01a1n n\u0103ng l\u01b0\u1ee3ng tu t\u1eadp tinh t\u1ea5n v\u00e0 chuy\u00ean c\u1ea7n c\u1ee7a t\u0103ng \u0111o\u00e0n, bi\u1ebft \u01a1n gi\u00e1o ph\u00e1p Hoa Nghi\u00eam Th\u1ee7 Nh\u00e3n th\u1eadm th\u00e2m vi di\u1ec7u, bi\u1ebft \u01a1n c\u01a1 h\u1ed9i tu t\u1eadp \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1ea3 hi\u1ebfu cho cha m\u1eb9 v\u00e0 t\u1ea1o ph\u01b0\u1edbc \u0111\u1ee9c cho m\u1eb9 ch\u1ed3ng. V\u00e0 tr\u00ean h\u1ebft, t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft \u01a1n ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i nh\u1ecf b\u00e9 trong tim \u0111\u00e3 d\u1eabn t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ebfn n\u01a1i n\u00e0y, n\u01a1i m\u00e0 t\u1eebng b\u01b0\u1edbc ch\u00e2n tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t l\u1eddi nguy\u1ec7n.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Carol Chen \/ Th\u00e2n Di T\u1eeb Th\u1ea5u (\u89aa\u6021\u6148\u900f) I am Carol Chen, living in Taichung City. This year, I became a novice nun in the altruistic home leaving program for the very first time. It is not merely an ordinary event, but a profound turning point in my path of practice. Last year, I joined […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":2900,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[19,18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2898","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blogging","category-testimony"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2898","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2898"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2898\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2904,"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2898\/revisions\/2904"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2900"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2898"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2898"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/the-thousand.com\/vn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2898"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}