My commitment to the altruistic monastic life, like that of my fellow practitioners in the sangha, is a heartfelt offering through practice—seeking to bring benefit and peace to others, to something beyond myself.
In my first year, I dedicated my merit to my father’s health. In the following years, I prayed for world peace, particularly for the victims of the war in Ukraine. Then, I turned my aspirations toward my homeland in Central Vietnam, wishing that the devastation of floods would come to an end. This year, I have taken monastic vows on behalf of dear friends who longed to do the same but were unable to. Though the reasons for ordination change each year, the joy in my heart remains constant, knowing that I am contributing to healing, support, and hope for others.
This motivation—to practice for the sake of someone else—has helped me navigate the challenges of this retreat. I always carry the words of my teacher in my heart: to enter monastic life without fear of hardship, difficulty, or constraint. When we nurture an intention for the well-being of others, every challenge becomes merely another step on the path.
I am profoundly grateful to my teacher. In this year’s altruistic monastic retreat, he has imparted deep wisdom through meticulously structured, step-by-step practices. Though my own level of practice may not be advanced, I have been able to follow and engage fully. I have vowed to continue practicing the “Column of Light” method each day. Meeting my teacher has been an incredible blessing, and I feel immense happiness walking this path under his guidance.
How do we measure fulfillment, my friends? For me, the fulfillment of this year’s monastic retreat is reflected in a life that is more peaceful and whole—a life that spreads its harmony to loved ones, bringing them greater joy and serenity. I hope this transformation reaches the larger community, planting seeds of well-being in every heart and nurturing the wish for universal benefit. In the end, I vow to walk steadfastly on the Bodhisattva path, uninterrupted and unwavering.
Kim Xuân Lý
Thân Nghinh Xuân