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Thúy Võ / Thân Khai Thí Nhậm

When I first heard the dharma friends from CSS SJ introduced the Altruistic Home Leaving Program (XGVT), I let them know right  away that I wanted to join, because the thought of getting ordained had planted a seed in me for many years. Even when they emphasized that participating in XGVT, I will have my head shaved. 

That was back in July 2024. In October 2024, the organizing team sent out the official registration announcement. And within a week or two, I completed the registration, paid the fee, started requesting time off from work, finding childcare, ordering the ceremonial robes for the XGVT retreat which began in April 2025.  From registration to the moment I donned the robes of an aspirant, it was about six months. During that time, my heart was full of excitement. I studied mantras, listened to Dharma talks, explored the meaning of XGVT, connected with fellow participants, and prepared myself so that the practice would come more easily once the program began. 

Was I worried? Yes. I was worried, first of all, whether I was “qualified” for the ordination when I knew very little of Buddhism or the Avataṃsaka teachings of the Venerable Master. I was also worried that what would my daily normal life look like without hair? Would I need to wear a hat or a wig? The question had lingered in my mind for months.

Just like other women, I loved my hair so much. I always made sure to use the best haircare products, and limited blow-drying to avoid damage. I liked watching hair styling short videos and playing around with my hair. But after deciding to shave my head, I wasn’t afraid of “losing” it because I knew it would always grow back eventually. In that 6 months, I looked in the mirror almost everyday and imagined how I’d look like – being bald.

Yet when the Master shaved my head and I entered the retreat, living among a Sangha of others who had no hair just like me; and even everyone said I looked “bright” and “beautiful”, I couldn’t bring myself to look in the mirror for days. Even when I needed to shave to keep my head smooth and shine, I avoided the mirror. It wasn’t until the fifth day. I saw myself as if I was a “man”, or “gangster”. My emotions were mixed, but I never regretted ordaining, not a day after returning to normal life. I didn’t bother wearing a wig in public or at work. I smiled when I saw children or strangers looking at me with curiosity in their eyes. The anxiety I once had about my bald head seemed to fall away like the strands of hair the Master cut off before I entered the retreat.

What I felt after shaving my head was: Lightness. And a lesson of “Letting Go.” 

When I decided to ordain and to shave my head, I began learning to let go, for six months. Yet on the day I shaved my head, I was in shock. A real shock. Though that feeling has passed, I’ll never forget that feeling. I learned a priceless lesson: letting go is not easy. Even with something as simple as hair—something I knew would grow back—I still felt shaken. So what will it be like on the day I leave this life? How much more intense will that shock be?

For that, I discipline myself to practice dharmas—to truly let go with ease.
How long will I need to learn? I don’t know.
Will I succeed? I don’t know.
But I will keep learning.

Moreover:

Whether I ordain or not.
Whether I practice a lot or a little.
Whether I have hair or not.
Whether my hair is long or short.
All of it is sacred.

Becoming a novice nun for ten days was deeply sacred to me. My hair was sacred to me. Losing it was sacred to me as well. The life and dharma lessons I received after ordaining were sacred to me. Many people ask if I’ll do XGVT again. I honestly answered, I don’t know. Deep down, I know I will—but not sure when. Perhaps, whenever I’m ready.

I’ll be deeply grateful if people would help me preserve those sacred things.
Everything that comes into my life is a karmic connection.
I hope to keep and nurture those connections as wholesome ones.

Thân Hỷ Trường

The conch shell is a small creature, yet it carries a large and heavy shell. That weight causes it to sink and lie silently at the bottom of the deep ocean. Spiritually, we humans are like that conch shell. We carry an invisible but immensely heavy and vast “shell”: the ego. Our attachment to the ego weighs down our consciousness, dragging us into the depths of ignorance, causing us to suffer in the endless cycle of samsara.

The shell envelops the entire body of the conch shell, keeping it still and silent, unable to move freely through the vast ocean. Similarly, the ego – with its thick layers of habitual tendencies and defilements—envelops and binds our consciousness. It keeps us stagnant in delusion, unable to take steps on the path of spiritual awakening. The shell is hard and difficult to penetrate; its toughness becomes a barrier that prevents the conch shell from interacting with the dynamic environment of the sea. Likewise, the human ego is deeply entrenched, formed from countless prejudices, opinions, and dualistic views. It blocks us from hearing the teachings of masters and sages, obstructs the reception of wisdom’s light, and closes our hearts to the truth that permeates the universe.

The conch shell is a vivid symbol of the ego—formless, yet it makes us believe we are “somebody,” the center of the universe. Though its body is small, its large shell makes it think it is grand and extraordinary. The ego is the same: though empty, it constantly creates the illusion of its own monumental importance. Conch shell often live isolated and solitary at the ocean floor, avoiding mingling with others to form a group. Likewise, when humans are clouded by ego, they easily fall into loneliness and separation, living in a world of their own making. This stands in stark contrast to the Bodhisattva’s vow—to transcend the small self and merge with the truth of altruism, constantly expanding the web of interconnection.

To use a conch shell as a horn, the body must no longer reside within it. When the shell is empty, it can be transformed into a conch. Its spiral interior amplifies sound, and a small hole is often cut at the pointed end to create a blowing tube. The flared mouth of the shell helps direct and project sound far and wide, making the emitted sound loud and resonant. Symbolically, if we wish to “call out”—to connect, inspire, or summon others effectively—our attachment to ego must be transformed. Only when consciousness is freed from the grip of the self can we become a conduit for transmitting truth.

In the dharma practice of “Bảo Loa Thủ Nhãn” (Jewel Conch Hand and Eye), the shell is not merely a lifeless object but a sacred dharma object capable of transforming darkness into light, turning afflictions into clarity. It embodies the profound philosophy that “afflictions are none other than enlightenment.” The shell used in this practice is a true symbol of transformation. Darkness—representing afflictions, ignorance, and obstacles—enters the belly of the shell not to be rejected or destroyed, but to be gradually transformed into light through the sacred power of the ŚCA seed of luminosity. When this light passes through the exit hole at the tip of the shell, it becomes a laser beam shooting upward.

When a conch shell dies, its flesh decays and is consumed by sea creatures. Its empty shell begins a long journey toward the shore. Lying at the ocean’s depths among mud and sand, it is gradually pushed by currents, tides, and waves toward land. This journey is not easy—the shell collides with sand and rocks, gets caught in seaweed, and may be pulled back by waves. Shells from the deep sea may take hundreds of years to reach the shore. In coral-rich or island areas with strong currents, the journey may be shorter, but most shells endure a long passage from the ocean’s heart to the beach.

When we hold a conch shell and feel its smooth, polished surface, we’re touching the result of countless collisions with sand and coral, worn down over time. In contrast, shells still at the ocean floor are rough and coarse, having never undergone such abrasion. This is the image of the spiritual path. The road to enlightenment cannot be measured in months or years—it is a lifelong, even multi-lifetime accumulation.

We are adrift in the ocean of suffering, swept by karmic currents and conditions, yet we also encounter invisible streams of dharma that gradually guide us to the shore of awakening. On this path, every stumble, every adverse condition or disappointment, is a moment of refinement. Only when our hearts are sufficiently polished and trained through hardship and challenge can our spirit evolve, leading to a consciousness that transcends the ego’s grip—liberated from delusion and irrationality.

The message of the conch shell teaches us a profound philosophy. From being enclosed, fixed, and silent in the deep ocean, the shell begins to drift, surrender, undergo change, and finally reaches the shore. The once useless shell now becomes a conch that emits powerful sound—gathering, informing, and signaling others. Likewise, each of us lives within our own “shell”—the shell of ego, of the hardened and clinging self. But if we can let go of the mistaken notion of “I,” and transform our self-centered consciousness into selfless awareness, then like the ancient shell, we begin a new life—not rigid and meaningless, but full, purposeful, and beneficial to others.

This journey of transformation is not short. From lying silently at the ocean’s bottom to being picked up, cleaned, and used, it is a long, quiet process requiring much time. Similarly, on the path of practice, we cannot expect quick results. We need patience, perseverance, and deep faith in the Dharma. Never think of yourself as “somebody”—someone important or special. Instead, always remind yourself that you are just a small conch shell, lying quietly at the bottom of the ocean of afflictions and ignorance. But if you maintain humility, steadfastness, and diligent practice, then one day, that small conch shell will be transformed and ultimately become a sacred dharma object in the practice of “Bảo Loa Thủ Nhãn,” bringing forth miraculous and inconceivable effects.

蔡惠玲 – Thái Huệ Linh / Dharma Name: 親怡慈厚 – Thân Di Từ Hậu

When I was young, I held a quiet dream in my heart: to enter monastic life. But my mother needed me by her side in her old age, and out of deep filial love, I set that aspiration aside. I told myself gently, “It’s alright. If not in this life, perhaps in the next, I will become a Buddhist nun.”

Years passed, and now my parents are old and frail. In March 2024, I was blessed with the opportunity to visit the mountain sanctuary of the Compassionate Service Society. There, I heard Venerable Hang Truong speak about the Altruistic Monastic Program (Xuất Gia Vị Tha – XGVT)—a beautiful practice of ordaining not only for one’s own liberation, but as a sacred offering for loved ones, dedicating all merit to them. His words touched something deep within me. The calling to walk the spiritual path for the benefit of others awakened a powerful compassion, and I knew I had to be part of it.

With sincerity and joy, I vowed to dedicate every drop of merit from this brief but profound journey to my parents—and especially to my sister and brother, who have not yet learned about the Dharma. As children, they often brought sorrow to my parents, and that pain settled quietly in my heart over the years. Through this program, I offered my prayers with hope: that the energy of my practice might help them awaken a deeper love for our parents and a life rooted in compassion.

Some may wonder why anyone would renounce everything for the spiritual life. To them, it may seem an extraordinary, almost impossible choice. But for me, ordaining—even temporarily—is the awakening of Bodhicitta: the altruistic heart that transcends self-centeredness and moves toward boundless care. Though I didn’t fully ordain in this lifetime, joining XGVT was the planting of a wholesome seed—a first step on the path of liberation. I trust that with this karmic momentum, full ordination will unfold swiftly in a future life.

When I returned home from the program, I saw something quietly miraculous. My parents had softened—their spirits calmer, their words gentler—and our home was filled with warmth. I truly believe it was the compassionate energy of the practice and the depth of the altruistic aspiration that brought about this transformation. The XGVT program is not only profound, but also deeply practical and sacred. It bridges the heart of the monastic ideal with the realities of everyday life, allowing me to live the Bodhisattva path in the here and now.

Nguyễn Mai Trang

I have been fortunate to attend many “Xuất Gia Vị Tha” (Altruistic Home Leaving) retreats over the years, for two profound reasons. First, the aspiration of one who undertakes these vows shines as a beacon—illuminating a path of love and selfless service that is both noble and deeply practical. In my own family, there are many dear ones to whom I wish to dedicate my practice: my husband and younger brother who have passed away, and many elderly relatives in both sides of my family facing illness, hardship, and the decline of age. My love for them has always burned quietly within me, and the XGVT retreat allows me to express that love through concrete action—a flowing stream of compassion that brings them hope, relief, and light.

The second reason is the profound Dharma guidance offered by Thầy  during each retreat. The meditation sessions, in particular, have brought about tremendous transformation in me. Strangely enough, I found myself sitting longer, more focused, and more at ease than in previous times. Perhaps the appearance and intention of a monastic helped me release more easily the worries and entanglements of worldly life. Or perhaps it was the Thầy’s method—so clear, methodical, and balanced between theory and practice—that helped me cultivate strong mindfulness and deep concentration.

In 2024, due to a decline in my health, I sadly had to miss the winter XGVT retreat, unable to endure the harsh cold. Though disheartened, I still held the hope that I’d regain enough strength to return in 2025. In August of that year, to pray for the blessings of the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas to fulfill that wish, I joined a group of Dharma friends on a pilgrimage to Castle Mountain in Canada—a sacred site associated with Manjushri Bodhisattva. Though I knew the path up the mountain would be long and arduous, I remained undeterred. I thought to myself: how many times in one lifetime does one get to set foot on such hallowed ground?

And indeed, it was miraculous. Over the span of the eight-hour journey—both up and down the mountain—I felt a mysterious energy lifting and supporting both my body and spirit, as though some invisible force were silently sustaining me. When I finally reached the summit and joined others in the ceremonial offering, I sensed my prayer had been heard. My health gradually improved, just in time for the spring XGVT retreat, where I returned with a heart full of reverence and deep gratitude to the Triple Gem.

Even now, when I look back on those days, emotion rises in me like a tide. There were moments of such holiness and wonder—like the grand Mandala ceremony, where an atmosphere of sacred stillness filled the space. With thousands of voices chanting in unison, devotedly guiding lost souls toward the inner light of liberation, I was profoundly moved by the spiritual energy radiating from our collective sincerity and boundless compassion.

There were also tender, heartwarming moments—such as the prayer ceremony for Thầy’s health and longevity, held by Rinpoche and his fellow Tibetan monastics. Watching Thầy moved to tears by their offering, my own heart swelled with reverence. It was a moment of deep spiritual connection—an embodiment of the sacred bond between Teacher and disciple.

Returning to the XGVT retreat this year, I recognize how much I’ve changed. My heart feels more spacious now—less caught in attachments, more open to forgiveness, gentler in facing life’s challenges. The Dharma Thầy has imparted continues to help me break free from the narrow confines of ego. Before me now, the spiritual path opens wide—clear, peaceful, and radiant. With immense gratitude to Thầy and my fellow practitioners, I vow to continue this journey of transformation and spread the light of true compassion wherever it may reach.

Thu Nga Nguyễn – Thân Khai Nhiên

Entering the main sanctuary, my heart trembled at the sight of such a solemn setting—unlike anything I had seen at any temple before. 

The volunteers of the Compassionate Service Society (CSS) welcomed me with warmth and kindness. Their polite greetings and friendly demeanor filled me with a gentle joy—a sense of openness in my heart that I had never experienced before.  That very day, I felt a sudden desire to accompany these volunteers in their service work. In fact, I had long held a wish to contribute my efforts to the community, but I had hesitated because I had yet to find a suitable organization. 

After two days at the WPG Mandala I began to explore the Compassionate Service Society in greater depth. To my great fortune, I realized that the association’s vision and structure aligned perfectly with what I had been searching for. Their spirit of volunteerism was not just about offering help—it carried an element of sacrifice, a selfless devotion to others, exactly in line with the ideals of service I had yearned for over the years. 

From that moment on, I officially became a member of the CSS. This experience has helped me grow in many ways—physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. The Bodhisattva Path training program led by Thay guided me in opening my heart, bringing clarity to both my spiritual path and my everyday life. I came to understand my true purpose in life. 

Since joining the Bodhisattva Protector program, its meaning and mission have become increasingly clear to me.Serving others is no longer just a choice—it has become an essential part of my spiritual practice.Now, having participated in the Bodhisattva Protector program for three consecutive years, I have witnessed the profound dedication of the monastics who take on the path of selfless renunciation. With deep respect, I wholeheartedly dedicate my humble efforts to support them in their spiritual journey. This has also given me the opportunity to apply the principles of the Bodhisattva Path to real-life practice. 

As Thay has shared, a truly complete practice is one that balances transcendence and worldly engagement. I am profoundly grateful to Thay for nurturing my Bodhi mind. Every year, the WPG Mandala bring me heartwarming memories and deepen my gratitude toward the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas—for granting me the conditions to cultivate, and for guiding me to meet Thay who has opened my heart.  The most precious gift I have received from Thay is help in discovering my life’s mission—which includes my heartfelt vow to become a Bodhisattva Protector every year.

My commitment to the altruistic monastic life, like that of my fellow practitioners in the sangha, is a heartfelt offering through practice—seeking to bring benefit and peace to others, to something beyond myself. 

In my first year, I dedicated my merit to my father’s health. In the following years, I prayed for world peace, particularly for the victims of the war in Ukraine. Then, I turned my aspirations toward my homeland in Central Vietnam, wishing that the devastation of floods would come to an end. This year, I have taken monastic vows on behalf of dear friends who longed to do the same but were unable to. Though the reasons for ordination change each year, the joy in my heart remains constant, knowing that I am contributing to healing, support, and hope for others. 

This motivation—to practice for the sake of someone else—has helped me navigate the challenges of this retreat. I always carry the words of my teacher in my heart: to enter monastic life without fear of hardship, difficulty, or constraint. When we nurture an intention for the well-being of others, every challenge becomes merely another step on the path. 

I am profoundly grateful to my teacher. In this year’s altruistic monastic retreat, he has imparted deep wisdom through meticulously structured, step-by-step practices. Though my own level of practice may not be advanced, I have been able to follow and engage fully. I have vowed to continue practicing the “Column of Light” method each day. Meeting my teacher has been an incredible blessing, and I feel immense happiness walking this path under his guidance. 

How do we measure fulfillment, my friends? For me, the fulfillment of this year’s monastic retreat is reflected in a life that is more peaceful and whole—a life that spreads its harmony to loved ones, bringing them greater joy and serenity. I hope this transformation reaches the larger community, planting seeds of well-being in every heart and nurturing the wish for universal benefit. In the end, I vow to walk steadfastly on the Bodhisattva path, uninterrupted and unwavering.

Kim Xuân Lý

Thân Nghinh Xuân

Then one day, having learned about the World Peace Gathering (WPG) in Southern California in a few weeks, I was suddenly awakened. Memories of attending the Altruistic Home-Leaving retreats came back to me vividly. It felt like a movie playing in my mind. It was a wonderful week spent living together with the monastic community, familiar faces, and fellow practitioners from near and far, gathering in the peaceful Big Bear mountains to experience the true life of renunciation, far away from the noise of the mundane world… I was momentarily speechless, savoring that moment of happiness and indescribable joy.

Then, that weekend, I went with my wife to the CSS Center nearby, to participate in activities with fellow practitioners that I hadn’t seen for a long time. As I approached the entrance, from a distance, my dharma brothers and sisters immediately recognized me. They warmly welcomed me as if I were a long-lost sibling returning home. Overwhelmed with emotions, I felt grateful for the warmth and love radiating from everyone, especially their encouragement, advising me to attend the gatherings more regularly. In my heart, I promised to return and consider them my second family.

The day of the two-day Dharma Assembly arrived. Once again, I met old dharma friends from various states across the United States, some from Canada and Germany. They embraced me with both joy and sorrow at our long separation. Perhaps, they felt a tinge of sadness seeing me now, no longer as strong as before, relying on a walker for mobility. For two consecutive days, with a sincere heart, I listened attentively to Thầy’s Dharma teachings. In the evening, I watched the procession of people lighting candles and circumambulating the Anaheim Convention Center grounds, a unique and solemn sight.

The most exceptional moment was when I had the chance to meet four Masters. Thầy Hằng Trường recognized me right away. He held my hand as if transmitting energy to me and gently tapped my head while giving me words of encouragement to continue my spiritual practice. Thầy Hằng Đức and two other Masters also greeted me and bestowed blessings upon me.

Returning to my hometown with a renewed spirit and happiness, I began regularly participating in group activities with fellow practitioners, such as practicing Tai Chi every morning, repentance ceremonies, reciting the Flower Adornment Sutra compiled by Thầy, and memorizing the Great Compassion Mantra (which I thought I had forgotten). I diligently recited sutras daily, reviewed Thầy’s teachings, and practiced writing the Hand-Eye seeds of light, immersing myself in serious practice.

Thank you, all my CSS brothers and sisters, for spreading love and encouragement and providing opportunities for me to continue my cultivation practice. I’m grateful to my family for always being by my side, caring, and loving me. I’ve rediscovered my network of connections, my web of affinities. Dear Thầy, dear dharma brothers and sisters: “I have returned home!”

Those beautiful and touching images embedded a deep desire in my heart to become an altruistic nun when I grow up. But as the years passed quietly and being busy with daily bread and butter, I also forgot my childhood wish until the day I heard Master Heng Chang’s lecture on “Cultivating for others”.

Following in Buddha’s footsteps, I decided to make a vow to become a surrogate nun for my mother with the wish to dedicate all blessings to her. I made an effort to develop full devotion in understanding, nurturing, respect and obedience towards my beloved mother.

During the 10-day retreat in Big Bear Lake, Master Heng Chang taught the method of practicing the Avatamsaka Hand-Eye Dhama through familiar objects in daily life to experience the miraculous truth: The unchanging nature of the True Mind and the constant opening of Bodhicitta, the Bodhi mind.

Wishing to follow Master Heng Chang’s shining example, I vow to maintain diligent efforts to cultivate an open mind with wholesome nature to transform myself and others in every moment of life. With a heartfelt respect and deep gratitude, I bow down before Thay and the Sangha.

Thân Lạc

My mother’s black hair turns gray
Her heart carries deep and heavy sorrows
Raising her young and innocent children
Human life is fragile like a branch full of fruits
The ripe fruits have been fallen due to shaking wind.

I return to the ever-present home of the true mind. Downing my hair is like letting go of a heavy bag full of suffering as well as job and daily life responsibilities. Like a child coming home from a trip rushing to her parents’ arms, I happily take refuge in the Buddha and receive warmth, care, comfort, and healing from Kuan Yin, Bodhisattva, Grand Master Hsun Hua, and Shr Fu Heng Chang.

Like what parents do, Shr Fu takes care of his disciples in every way, from our sleep accommodations to room temperature, food quality, and making sure that our veggie meals are nutritious, cleansing, and healing. I don’t have to worry about what to cook three times a day. Instead, I practice repentance bowing daily to the Buddha, to Shr Fu, to my parents, and to all living beings, asking their forgiveness for all mistakes I have made due to dark thoughts created by my ego.

The posture of prostrating on the ground takes me back to a child’s position in the fetus when the true mind is still clear. Becoming gentle and relaxed, I can feel my true nature that has long been buried. By taking refuge in the Buddha and Shr Fu, I can absorb more dharma and the teachings of the highest truth to equip myself on my journey along the Bodhisattva Path.

When participating in the XGVT program, in addition to receiving ten precepts for a novice, I also receive transmissions for the Precious Bowl Dharma and the Six Hands Dharma. The Precious Bowl Dharma helps me practice the serenity of the great earth to open my heart and mind, embrace all things, accept all life experiences, and to transform all my karmic forces. The Six Hands Dharma helps me recognize the ability to use my hands as expedient means and my eyes as wisdom in outlook and viewpoint when engaging with the world to save life and living beings. I feel better equipped on my mission to do good deeds.

This year, I’ve been told that all XGVT participants will receive the special dharma of the Four Lotuses. We’ll practice visualizing the process of the lotuses from the mud rising above the water surface, similar to the process of our consciousness moving from the subconscious to conscious, then to super conscious level, helping us develop the intuition to recognize the ever-present principle of cause and effect, of seeds growing to become lotus flowers.

Every year when I return to the XGVT sangha, I have the familiar feelings from the first time I joined. As soon as we get off the bus or car, dharma brothers and sisters from all over the world rush over to hug us warmly like family members and dear friends. Perhaps because we all belong to the same web of affinity from many lifetimes and our subconscious has been awakened that very moment.

Like a worry-free child in a big family, I just follow the schedule, bell, or group leader to wake up, go to dharma class with a notebook, eat, sleep, practice CK10, and exercise for a healthy body and peaceful mind. There are times when we do walking meditation in the forest, sitting meditation on a rock by a hilltop, feeling close to nature and far away from the mundane world. We are mindful when meditating, listening to dharma lectures, cultivating, and eating. But there are times when we’re quite playful, climbing up and down the bunk beds like young kids, sharing joy and laughter, taking care of each other, and developing genuine love for those we meet and live with during the short-term home-leaving session. This is the special characteristic of the sangha in the 21st century, a very loving, open, friendly, and congenial sangha.

That’s why XGVT participants keep coming back to the program as if they are “addicted”! Like a dish of food, you have to taste it yourself to feel all the true flavors. The same with XGVT, a path that many people have described to us, but only when we go on this path ourselves can we feel all the wonderful things about it. It is a sangha that unties all knots and weaves a web of lights from hundreds of precious jewels of the True Mind.

Lê Mẫu Đơn

blood test result showed that she had acute leukemia, an incurable disease making life very fragile with very little hope for a cure. My heart sank with shock; everything seemed to fall dark before my eyes.

I have been studying the Dharma with Thay since 2005, but the intention of joining the Altruistic Home-Leaving Program (XGVT) to become a temporary nun on behalf of others had never occurred to me. I loved my niece so much but I didn’t know what to do at that time.

My little sister agonized over her little girl’s condition. She took leave from work to stay home and take care of her baby. If she had to go somewhere, she would want to hurry home to hug her little one who was her life force. One day, she cried to me on the phone, telling me that she had to take her daughter to chemotherapy the next day. She didn’t have enough courage to watch that kind of treatment her little girl had to go through. So heartbreaking for me! At that very moment, the thought of joining XGVT on my niece’s behalf suddenly came to me, like a flash of lightning, unstoppable. From that explosive moment in my deep consciousness until now, I still feel that I’m more blessed than others who have been suffering. Even now, I still pray for my niece.

Nowadays, my niece is a beautiful and smart young lady. Only 22, yet she already received a Master degree in Bio-Chemistry, and has a good job. Because of her, I have changed into a new person, become more responsible, and have enough courage to let go of my old attachments. As the saying goes, “When love is big enough, all limitations are erased!” So poignant!

Before ending, I would like to express my gratitude to Thay and all dharma brothers and sisters who helped create the XGVT program and build a sangha foundation for our annual Mandala to give everyone opportunities to practice the dharma, to self reflect, and to live and sacrifice for their loved ones.

Mộng Vân